Oh Happy Days~ -33ページ目

Pardon my rantings!

The world rendered me helpless.
I thought I saw opportunities, then I came to face my own deadly weaknesses.
I'm time-pressured, very time-pressured.
Luck's not on my side, I wish it is!

I remembered telling Ziai yesterday, I think my luck's running out. Lady Luck used to be by my side. I get into my dream schools(and course) all the time, Anderson, TP, Dip in Mkt. No obstacles. But I always ask myself,' so when will the luck run out?' I've always got this intuition/instinct/feeling that things would go awry once I step out of TP. Anddddd, I'm right, okay, technically speaking/typing, I'm still IN TP, but leaving, lol!

JJ once talked about his momentous decision to pursue his singing career.
Perhaps simple as it sounds, I wonder how much courage was there behind that decision.
He had friends who dissuaded him, he saw the compromise between being a filial son, and attainment of his dream. The uncertainties, and the possible hardships he had to face and overcome. He could have failed in Taiwan, just like any other Sg singers who tried and failed.
我打从心底佩服他。

Ziai then commented, you're in the wrong course.
HAHAHA, urm, indeed, a very wrong course, but to be honest,, like I've told others, I didn't regret.
Healthcare-related fields never crossed my mind before 2010. Never ever, I couldn't even bear to see my own wounds, whatsmore to treat others'?
I wasn't interested in nutrition at all, because......... I'm just not interested.

But now, I am. 我来到的我人生的第一个弄。

我该如何是好?


Lalalalalalalala

I mean, doesn't it scare the shit out of you?
My days are numbered, your days are numbered, OUR days are numbered.
But do we realllllyyyy register that concept into our mind?

Why am I still disliking the asst manager for being lazy?
Why am I still disliking Joey for being b*tchy?
Why am I still worrying about mkt people?
Why am I constantly fretting over such mindless issues?
They matter next to nothing compared to the end of your life, don't they?

Why am I not thinking about doing good deeds everyday?
Why am I not thinking about how to make the life of others much better?
Why am I not thinking about how to be filial daughter?
Why am I not thinking about giving the best I can in everything I do?
Why am I not LIVING BY THE MOMENT?
These issues have much more value right? Albeit intangible, and not instant gratifications.

Then again, I'm still saying, but not doing.

Goodnight world.

I must not oversleep tomorrow.

I must not oversleep tomorrow.
I must not oversleept tomorrow.
I must not oversleep tomorrow.
I must not oversleept tomorrow.
I must not oversleep tomorrow.
I must not oversleept tomorrow.
I must not oversleep tomorrow.
I must not oversleept tomorrow.
I must not oversleep tomorrow.
I must not oversleept tomorrow.
I must not oversleep tomorrow.
I must not oversleept tomorrow.

未央沉浮

好久好久没有好好的读一本纯华语书,而且又是那么一本好书。
虽然是我不能完全理解书的内容,可是大概大概能明白书的主人翁的情绪,还有沉浮。

我觉得人一定要收藏几本自己特喜欢的书,尤其想我这种超挑剔的人。
我通常会买下特爱的书,因为我知道我会读了又读,所以值得啦!

iPhoneからの投稿

Step by Step

Harsh reality, I'm at a loss of what to do.