Hey,I've got a farming job in close to Robinvale.It's really shit job which is pulling out branch of grapes. It's quite hard to earn but I'm doing my best.I say my best..I don't have enough strength at the moument but later,I would get powerful body and now I have a pain on my mscle and hand.I have to pull a lot of branch strongly,and go on as much as I can. 1 line have around 140 trees so there are 2 sides on 1 line. And If I do 1 line, I will get 70 bucks not so much because it takes long time to finish up a line.If I get used to doing it,it maybe easier but a hard job is ever hard.. As soon as we can save money,let's go another place where it is warm.here,there are many Indian and .Asian.No Europian,Aussie except Nathan,farmers and the owener of this house where I live.It's rainig today that means day off.We can't work when It's raining.So I'm just relaxing at home where I'm staying in Robinvale.Actually not Robinvale,Euston but, I don't know where exactly.There is the boundary very nearby.I think I'm in NSW but Victria is very soon from here.Anyway I've got a bad sense of direction so I still don't remenber most of the way here.bullshit.
My mom has sent me a mail but I haven't replayed yet.She has asked me,What do you think the real happiness is?.oh,I don't know.I can't know it.We all are looking for it on whole life spent,aren't we?No? She is a little strange and misterious.She gives me a difficlut thing like this sometimes so I don't understand her what she says,sometimes.I'm proud of her though.turn back to that question,what would I say for that? The happiness.It's really getting difficult if I think of that deeply and seriously.But I think there is happiness all around us.And there is sadness and whatever all around.just if we notice or not.How think of happiness depends on people.But that gives us all people.I don't know what I'm saying finaly.Just be happy!!I'm going to be happy of course.And everyone too. right?