Ive been good these past days. yesterday hurts a litle byt i was happy. talkign to this new person who is the real person ive talkedd to since him. it hurts because i sont want to leave him behind bt i know i have too. The perso hasnt etxe dme back but i kow they owe me nothing and i have to grow to understand this about people. this coicndenlty is one of the things that he said he wish ic ould do. it makes me belfi that if i had maned up and let him get his space and time to grow i would have too but at the same time i only know this brcuase of wwhat i been through. a friend called me in tars abouta girl and i had to tlak about how me and him ended and it hurt to retell th story to someone who thought e would failed but thats life