Well I guess my predictions were correct...
My friends aren't really my friends....
They all went to the beach with a new friend, and lied to me about it.
They also are saying I'm overreacting and not everyone gets invited all the time.
That makes a difference when only one or two people are invited, but when everyone except one is invited it's just ridiculous.
I already lost one friend, and I don't think I'll be going to Japan with the other anymore.
I thought about ending it again today, sadly I threw out my sleeping pills... I can't even get any alone time to smoke either...