today i just got my payment on my tutoring job for 2 month, and it was a great feeling, how much was i pay well 5200 Hong Kong Dollars, althought it's not as much as Mamoru or Nao- nii chan, it really doesn't matter, because i am starting a new life.
i know i haven't update my blog for a long time, one of the main reason is because i'm not bother, but then again i'm not the only one... 
mamoru is one of the lazy one, the most lazy on blog updating о(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆
Oh yeah I was watching some clips of the Seventh Ave live concert, Mamo-chan why does your clothing look like sleep wears o(･_･= ･_･)o really it does, me and Rei-chan a thinking of coming to Japan this year some time along with some other friends to meet up with you.
W-inds Seventh Ava - I'm a Man
We're thinking of bringing some wonderful manga and some nice clothing ideas for your staff members if possblie, then again there is a highi chance i can't even get the backstage pass.
Anyway life is going fine for me, I'm enjoying myself as much as possblie, but self harming myself is very annoying and sometime i would regret it, but then again who would know.
I thought I hear the name Serenity in the beuatiful life CD, when in the life version I hear Princess and Me, which would be corrected?
Mamo-chan really looks like Kuran Kaname.
I'm not joking, his beauty is ooolalal.... o(^▽^)o
I also wrote a new song.
Sun Shine
To : Dad and Timmy
The light you gave me shine.
Even in my mind, I can feel the warmth.
From so far away...
This sorrow still flows.
I miss you, even thought...
There's much to say....
A long journey to choose.
Happiness can be found once more.
Threw this path, we'll meet again.
Who ever see my dream, will never find it normal.
Once we met, threw a mistaken wave.
Threw your kindness, it moved me.
Threw the grey clouds you moved on.
On this road, you never gave up.
Who ever met you.
Will see a brighter day.
Memory can never fade.
It will keep shining in our memory.
Even in my mind, I can feel the warmth.
From so far away...
This sorrow still flows.
I miss you, even thought...
There's much to say....
My journey just started.
Happiness will find me once more.
Who ever seen my dream, will find it strange.
Once we met, threw a mistaken wave.
Threw your kindness, it moved me.
Threw the grey clouds you moved on.
On this road, you never gave up.
Who ever met you.
Will see a brighter day.
I was born lonely, as I kept moving on.
I know I will shine like the stars.
Moving in your warmth once more.
Once we met, threw a mistaken wave.
Threw your kindness, it moved me.
Threw the grey clouds you moved on.
On this road, you never gave up.
Who ever met you.
Will see a brighter day.
and here is another song I have to share with you all ^^
Crystal Tears
Winter has finally came once again.
Fairys of the cold wind flys quitely.
There was nothing I could do.
But stare outside the cold window.
It was snowing...
My tears was flowing.
I made a long promise....
Outside the cold winter snow.
That I would never fall in love.
Since no one stood next to me.
But my heart was next to someone.
That person was you...
From the falling snow I ran outside.
Cause I miss you.
But I can never turn things back.
Even threw that time.
I want to say I love you.
I want to see you.
But everything was broken from that kiss.
Snow flakes fall around me.
Some reason...
Our patch crossed each other.
I over walked pass your emotion.
Even if you forget me baby.
Would it be ok still...
That I still love you?
Just please don't forget me.
Loneliness was all I had inside.
The coldness people said about me.
These where the feeling inside my heart.
Slowly I started to feel numb.
Inside.
Some reason, I love you.
But I hurt you with words.
That couldn't change.
No matter how many times.
I said I was sorry...
Things can't just change.
I would never let go of my dream.
For the voice that called me.
Slowly you loved someone else.
Time seem to pass threw me.
Do you still remember me?
Destiny will meet use once more.
So we can share this warmth once more.
I'm happy the one I met was you.
Let me say it deeply from my heart.
Until someday in the future we can meet once more.
I can't stop the time no more.
Even if the future is coming.
The sadness I had within me.
Will come mroe quickly.
It'll last forever.
Slowly you loved someone else.
Thats when I notice how happy you where.
Just alive.
Some reason, I love you.
But I hurt you with words.
That couldn't change.
No matter how many times.
I said I was sorry...
Things can't just change.
Slowly you loved someone else.
Time seem to pass threw me.
Do you still remember me?
Destiny will meet use once more.
So we can share this warmth once more.
the reason i wrote sun shine is because my dad was important to me, althought he lefted me so soon, there a many things i wish to tell him, and if there was a chance i wish to spend the weekends with him once more.
i want to thank you my lost friend tim, who was so kind and understanding to those who was around, even thought i never talked to him much, i want to say thank you for the happiness and warmth.
just thank you for everything.
Just keep moving and growing for a brighter day. I love you all ^^