Today I convinced myself it was OK to give up
Don't take risks
Stick with the status quo
No drama...
Now is just not the time
But my reasons aren't reasons
They're just excuses
All I'm doing is hiding the truth
And the truth is that...
I'm scared
I'd scared that if I let myself to ..
be happy for a moment that..
The world is just going to come crushing down..
And I don't know if I can survive that...
....