She said she would go on a date with another man, and I started to get jealous. I don't know why she said that while drinking and talking. Did she want to say "I won't be your bf"? She was fascinating, so I came to like her. I shouldn't have acted like a shy person. To look pure i do that kind of stuff, but it didnt work well to her.
in fact i feel i got to like her because i got jealous. i am too single minded. lets use this as a merit to sharpen oneself