今私達どんな世界で住んでいるの
I had to realize in the hard way that I live in a society where morality has minus value. The good you are, the vulnerable you are. The more easy target you are to get used. It’s almost as if the society is forcing you to be ferocious and bad. Unleash the wildness so that you won’t get targeted.We now live in an ideal society where people of all stages of life are courageous enough to commit crimes or immoral acts but are not brave enough to say a truth.Utterly disgusted and disappointed.University students, yet they dare to cheat on their tests. No morals, no shame on their face. Rather they are proud if they can successfully conduct their mission. Mission to cheat on their test.Me being disgusted or disappointed won’t really affect them in any way. The more I am bothered by it the more it will harm me. I cannot change the way they think. I have to change myself in a way so that I am less harmed by all of this mess.But due to this dishonest folks I am already harmed. I cannot repair what already happened. But if I am still like this I will keep getting harmed.Just how suffocating it is, the definition of‘’good person’to them is someone who helps them with doing the unfair. Say what’s fair and you won’t be considered good anymore. But looking at the reality, it shouldn’t be mattering what these morally weak people like them thinks as‘good’.I don’t like being selfish, but seeing how you will keep getting used if you are kind is suffocating. They are not even sorry if others is at danger due to their cunning-ness.I am still not enough fierce to deal with them, I don’t want to turn fierce to save myself, but they aren’t leaving me any other good choice. Is this how every people who were once at a point in their lifetime were kind and humane turned into unfair, fierce and inhumane creatures?Perhaps it’s just that you are helpless because most people undermines the good and you can’t help but to save yourself you are forced to turn your heart into a stone?The current me cannot afford to behave selfishly and ferociously all of a sudden, All I can do is again go back to my world, The world doesn’t deserves me, I rather isolate myself than encounter with their wildest versions and start hating the unfair part of the world than I already do.And anyway the experience in socializing wasn’t that sweet. You get to see people’s worst versions along the way. The beauty itself now seems like a mask for the most．Dear readers, currently the author is going through some inexplicably unfair behavior of the people around. Be a bit understanding that it’s natural to say all negative sometimes when you’re trying to vent somewhere.
