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I've messed up everything so badly it's so hard to breathe right now.
I don't know what to say except I'm sorry.

I have always supported them in every way,
I aways egged the both of them to ask each other out or get with each other,
I would not have done so if I did not want to support them.

I never wanted to get in the way at all.

I have never done anything behind anyone's backs.
I never wanted to express my feelings out, because even if she will be upset but still appreciate my honesty, things would be awkward between us and it will never be the same.
I wanted it to be kept quiet, so that it would stay quiet forever.
I didn't mean to blurt it out...I know I can't blame it on anything like alcohol.
It was my fault...but I never wanted to hurt anyone, promise.
I would rather my feelings be kept quiet forever than to make things uncomfortable between friends and such.
I thought that would be the better scenario so that no one gets hurt and our friendship intact.
However it seems like you think I have betrayed you instead.
I would never betray you.

Please don't take it the wrong way I have always supported you two like my brother and sister.
I would never have tried to stop anything, other than my feelings.
Otherwise why would I have tried to move on?


Please forgive me one day.
I want to enjoy the summer with you all.

new pic

Taken by my sister, in the car

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EXAMS ARE DONE!!


Jinh's chicken & udon (i helped make it too!!)



my version of chicken & udon



trying on sunglasses in H&M



haha his face was so intense whilst munching that burger

exam

Probability exam tomorrow!! （/TДT)/

search continues

Even if it's one word, one glance, one touch, it means the world to me.
It's a shame I don't hear from you any more...

I want to search for love, closer to me, but why do everyone I like have to be taken already?

It's not fair.
I want to be loved too.