In my youth, I used to write down my dark feelings on a notebook.
These were about my family, friends, not being understood, and feeling like being different from others.
These were like lyrics for songs never sung without melody.
There have been some unforgettable phrases from the notebook, even after threw it away.
"Even deeper / I fear that you still linger there."
"Fess less lovelessness"
"Upcoming overflow"
"Dying in the living room"
Hehe... these sound like jokes using some rhymes.
I sometimes applied these phrases to my e-mail addresses or as my old blog titles.
And look what I found here, there actually is a song named "Even Deeper"!
This song is one from Nine Inch Nails, and surprisingly, it's the band that my English tutor highly recommended that I listen to.
Back then, I was the most unstable emotionally in high school, and that teacher seemed to understand how I felt.
So.., it just feels so weird to find out about the song with a very familiar title presented by a band that someone I know thought should be loved by me.
To tell you the truth, the band didn't actually ring my bell, and that's why I haven't noticed about the song till now.
So, now my guess is that I have considered the most original and unique phrase that I thought I had made could be something I had found from an older album of a great band.