とても久しぶりな更新です。
It's really been a long time since I updated this blog.
もう8月ですね。実は新年の目標を2月に決めた事がありますが、今まだ叶えてません。自分でも「今年がもう半分過ぎたのに！」と思うぐらい悔しいです。それは、仕事を見つける事です。仕事をするのは当たり前なのですが、実は長い間仕事をしてないのです。とても困ってますが、インターネットでのボランティアは仕事してるみたいで時々楽しいのです。でも家族にとってはボランティアはとても役に立ってはいないのです。なので、その目標を立てて、なるべく早くグラフィックデザイナーになるための授業も終わらせたいなと思っても、やっていけるか分かりません。母の言う通り言語関係に戻るか、グラフィックデザイナーとして頑張ってみるか、実は悩んでます。早く自分の更なる目標とボランティア（インターネット代）を払える時が来るといいです。
It's already August. There is actually a goal that I set since this February (Chinese New Year), but it's hasn't come true. It's really bad that even I think "it's already half past this year!" and get frustrated by it. That is, to find a job. It might be normal to have a job in this age, but it's been a long time I haven't get any jobs. I'm very bothered by the fact, but to say the truth, I'm doing a volunteer job online that feels like I'm working (except I don't get any money), and I'm sometimes having fun with it. However, it's useless for my family. This is the reason I set this goal, but at the same time I try to finish up the courses to be a graphic designer as quickly as possible. I don't know if I can be one after finishing it up, though. Should I go back to be a translator or be an assistant like my mother told me to, or try to be a graphic designer? I'm worried. I wish to reach my goal (the reason to earn my own money) and pay for internet (to volunteer) at the same time.