Where are you

Letting go of the past isn't possible and it's not possible to get over it either
The laughs shared then helped form the group that is here now even if everyone's busy with something
Even if there's no FT Island there's still LoveFT-I
I'm one to talk, right? Despite being gone for so long and suddenly coming back like nothing happened
No one wants to put in effort anymore or something
It's like there's always one or two people who refuse to join the conversation because they don't know about it
We don't care anymore...is that it? Is that how it is now?

I'm scared. I really am. For more than one reason.
Can't wait til it all falls down or explodes at one time