I feel weird...
For now, I'm gonna forget about having any stalkers on the page so I can speak what I'm feeling right now.
With my eyes furrowed together, lately, I've been thinking that LoveFT-I isn't going to be the same anymore.
Even though I know that nothing can ever stay the same, I still feel iffy about it.
Sarah and Dalis are right.
Our circle of 10 lives (haha) has shrunk to around 4 or 5 people--and it's making me feel really weird.
Truth is, the only people that I ever talk to lately is Dalis, Kelly, Sarah, and Ankie. The rest drive me nuts with their nonsense, and I just end up leaving the chat.
Hey, less of a lag for them while they ramble through the day with what they understand.
I guess as we get to know each other more, we realize who we are or aren't close with.
And apparently, there are a lot that I'm not close to. But that's fine, really, because I know that nobody is ever close to anyone. Not even the oh so popular Gabbie or even Sarah--the one who can see things from so many perspectives, or even Dalis, the one who is able to make everyone laugh out of nothing with her psycho self, or even Ankie, who is an all around friendly person who does not get pissed off at anyone (except Meg, but LMAO, that was totally understandable).
I wonder when the forum will actually be interesting again.
I mean, even the Annicon08 didn't lighten everyone's mood. Instead, the Annicon took away what was left of my hour-long LoveFT-I time. It was pretty damn hectic and I'm surprised that I was able to make it.
More and more people are getting annoying and more people are starting to trick me. For example, Jina.
I don't care if she reads this, 'cause I believe what I believe. She lied. I believed.
It's stupid how you have to lie about a nonexistent sickness to make others cry for you.
But it's even worse when you come back and tell people that you love them when, in truth, you really did leave one hell of a scar on them.
After both "Mai" girls, I want to feel more cautious around people. I never want to trust people so easily anymore. Haha, especially girls named Mai who are half Korean.
Lying beaches.
But now...who am I to judge right?
I supposedly forgave them, didn't I?
I guess I did say so with Pika, but heck, I guess I don't care anymore.
We were never all that close anyways.
I was never close to Jina either.
But her lie was worse.
So so sooooo much worse.
I actually cried when I heard her story.
But now since I've realized that it's all fake, I'm going to turn evil when I see her.
I'm gonna turn dramatic and I'm gonna remind her of what she did every. single. time.
Die mutter pucker, die.
Don't worry, people, I'm not writing a story here, haha.
I've never stayed on one topic for long.
I just felt like saying all of this for no reason really.
But since I've said it.
I feel better now.
Much better.
Now if you're a reader and you have access to this blog, go ahead and delete my post if you don't like it.
I don't care anymore.
I'm gonna eat my carrots and drink my milk now.
Gotta grow up into a strong & healthy girl :D
[S-Stat]
With my eyes furrowed together, lately, I've been thinking that LoveFT-I isn't going to be the same anymore.
Even though I know that nothing can ever stay the same, I still feel iffy about it.
Sarah and Dalis are right.
Our circle of 10 lives (haha) has shrunk to around 4 or 5 people--and it's making me feel really weird.
Truth is, the only people that I ever talk to lately is Dalis, Kelly, Sarah, and Ankie. The rest drive me nuts with their nonsense, and I just end up leaving the chat.
Hey, less of a lag for them while they ramble through the day with what they understand.
I guess as we get to know each other more, we realize who we are or aren't close with.
And apparently, there are a lot that I'm not close to. But that's fine, really, because I know that nobody is ever close to anyone. Not even the oh so popular Gabbie or even Sarah--the one who can see things from so many perspectives, or even Dalis, the one who is able to make everyone laugh out of nothing with her psycho self, or even Ankie, who is an all around friendly person who does not get pissed off at anyone (except Meg, but LMAO, that was totally understandable).
I wonder when the forum will actually be interesting again.
I mean, even the Annicon08 didn't lighten everyone's mood. Instead, the Annicon took away what was left of my hour-long LoveFT-I time. It was pretty damn hectic and I'm surprised that I was able to make it.
More and more people are getting annoying and more people are starting to trick me. For example, Jina.
I don't care if she reads this, 'cause I believe what I believe. She lied. I believed.
It's stupid how you have to lie about a nonexistent sickness to make others cry for you.
But it's even worse when you come back and tell people that you love them when, in truth, you really did leave one hell of a scar on them.
After both "Mai" girls, I want to feel more cautious around people. I never want to trust people so easily anymore. Haha, especially girls named Mai who are half Korean.
Lying beaches.
But now...who am I to judge right?
I supposedly forgave them, didn't I?
I guess I did say so with Pika, but heck, I guess I don't care anymore.
We were never all that close anyways.
I was never close to Jina either.
But her lie was worse.
So so sooooo much worse.
I actually cried when I heard her story.
But now since I've realized that it's all fake, I'm going to turn evil when I see her.
I'm gonna turn dramatic and I'm gonna remind her of what she did every. single. time.
Die mutter pucker, die.
Don't worry, people, I'm not writing a story here, haha.
I've never stayed on one topic for long.
I just felt like saying all of this for no reason really.
But since I've said it.
I feel better now.
Much better.
Now if you're a reader and you have access to this blog, go ahead and delete my post if you don't like it.
I don't care anymore.
I'm gonna eat my carrots and drink my milk now.
Gotta grow up into a strong & healthy girl :D
[S-Stat]