I will look at you , like the way you are

If I were a butterfly
Would you catch me or let me fly?

If you were a butterfly
I will catch you to keep you in my arms forever
But if you were a butterfly that want to be free to fly
I will let you go.

If I were a flower going to shrink
will you save me or let me die?

If you were a flower going to shrink
I will try my best to save you
But if you were a flower that want to live your life by yourself as the way you are
Then I will always be around to say "You're the most beautiful flower"'til the end.

If I were a black heavy cloud going to rain
Will you stand there or dodge my tears?

If you were a black heavy cloud going to rain
For sure, I'll stay there to feel all your pain.
But if you don't want me to see that you're in pain
I won't look at you, I just let my hands wipe away your tears.

But you are not a butterfly that's going to spread her wings
You're not a flower that's going to shrink
You're not a black heavy cloud that's going to rain.....
You have your own way to walk, and to live your life as you want to be.

So I just have 1 question, If I stand still to be myself, will you still love me?
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I read a poem titled "If I were a butterfly", and quote some lines from it.
And what I wrote is my answer when being asked some questions like above ^^ !
It's interesting!!!

I say gold

I say gold

Walking through the streets
Sometime there's a stranger in my town
Wait 'til April and I meet
Wear my silken shirts and gowns

Karaoke I sing
Balance my yang with my yin
When I say I love to follow eastern winds

You think yellow I say gold
It's the color of my real skin
I am young but I am told
That my history flows within
You think yellow I say gold
Feel the current of Red River
Through my soul
You think yellow, I say gold

Draw my thoughts in China ink
On my paper made of rice
I am shy in the begin
When a boy gives me the eye

Karaoke I sing
Balance my yang with my yin
When I say I love to follow eastern winds


You think yellow I say gold
It's the color of my real skin
I am young but I am told
That my history flows within
You think yellow I say gold
Feel the current of Red River
Through my soul
You think yellow, I say gold

Oh Red river, take me home
Feel the current through my soul
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Red river is the name of a river in my country, more exactly, it's in my city - Hanoi
I love this song and love the singer too. She is a Vietnamese, but was born and grown up in Belgium. Maybe, that's why her songs have such special feeling, I feel like she always wants to know more about her roots, about the country where her parents were born. And she really has a love to Vietnam, that makes her song so touching, (^-^ !) Maybe, it's just my thoughts. But, I think "I say gold" is worth listening to, even when you're not Vietnamese.

子供と大人

子供の時、いつも親に寄りかかった。ちょっと怪我をして、あんまり痛くなくても、父に泣きついた。

でも、最近、親の前で絶対泣かない。辛いことがあっても。。。

実は、去年の暮れ、たくさん失敗した。多くのことを希望したのに、願いや夢一斉に壊れちゃったみたいだ。一人でいる時、親に会って、必ず大きい声で泣き出し、元気になると思ってた。私は親に慰めて欲しかった。でも、父の顔を見ると、泣けなかった。当時に、今、もう子供じゃないということに気づいた。

親に寄り掛かるということはだめだよね。これから、親が解決できないことが増えてるかもしれない。そんな時に、泣いたら、父と母に傷付くだけで、苦しみを解消できない。だから、泣かないほうがいいね。

父と母のたよりになりたいから、これから、強く生きたい。