私はいい子ではない。逆に、悪い子かも。

でも、悪い子は子供じゃない。全部大人になったものだ。
(子供っぽいと言われても、私もう大人になったか。悔しいヾ(▼ヘ▼;))

子供はわがままでも悪い子が一人もいない。。。。と思う。

この大都会で、いい人もいるはずだ。
人の悪いところだけ見える私はやはり悪い。
どうして、よいところが見えない?。
見えないか見たくないか時々分からない。

でも、人の弱点や悪いところばかり探す人は最低だろう。^^

この大都会で、空はビルに途切られるんだ。空というものはない。見上げると、狭い欠片だらけだ。夢の壊れる欠片みたい。。。
でも、人はそういう小さい欠片を「空」と呼ぶよ。おかしいわね。

大空を探しに行きたい。やはり、大空は素晴らしいよね。
Would time stop , if I say "I miss you" ?

Would all these memories stay, If I say "I want to remember"?

Can I meet you again, if I try to find you here?

Can I save you, If I turn back time?

How ridiculous it is, that.........

....I can't stop time, how do I even dream of turning it back?
....... I can't meet you again however hard I try to find you,
.......... Time goes by, I'm afraid of being forgotten, but I can't forget you.
............... I decided to live for the present, but why do I stuck in the past
.................. I love you, but why couldn't I save you?

I miss you, want to remember you forever, even though I know it hurts more than forgetting you.

Have you still remembered me? Do you think of me as much as I think of you

It's so weird....... I want you to remember me, but more than that, I want you to forget me.

If it hurts, just let it be.

If remembering me is painful, please just erase me from your memories.


I had a quarrel with my sister this morning, about asking people for help in job.

I think I was wrong, but haven't apologized my sister yet.....( ̄▽+ ̄*)

I hate that stubborn me, (sometimes not only stubborn but selfish and childish as well.)

But, I think I can't ask for help from people who I don't know. And I'm afraid of bothering them with my business.

I don't know...... AHHHHHHH

Maybe I should have another talk with my sister and my parents......and this time I must listen to what they say ................carefully.....(=⌒▽⌒=)