I hate that person, but I even hate myself more

努力したけど、成功できない。そして、他人の成功を見ると、「うらやましいな」と思った。

もし、その気持ちは羨ましさだったらいい

だが、羨ましさじゃなく、妬みだったらダメだ。

「羨ましい」の言葉には憧れという意味もある。一方、「妬み」の言葉には嫌うことだね。

だから、人の成功を妬むと自分の心には悪い気持ちや考えが生じるかもしれない。

誰かが「妬みは人間関係を崩壊する」と言っただろう。

間違いないと思うよ。

今、よく分かってるんだ。人の成功に羨ましい気持ちじゃなく、妬みを抱えているんだ。
その人が嫌いだと思っている。だが、その人のことより、そう思っている自分がもっと嫌い。

お願いがあるんだ。妬み...消えて、消えてください。

Have no choice but to be growing up

Have you ever felt that when you wake up, the beautiful world with sweet dreams and happy-ending fairy tail are all gone ?

Have you ever felt, that the world of adult people is a place being full with lie and lacking in love?

There're times that, you'll feel : Childhood slipped away too fast, you have no choice but to grow up even though you don't want to.

"I don't want to live like those evil adults,"


But do you know, there're so many people are sharing those feeling with you. Don't be afraid, just grow up and keep the dream you have as you were a child.

When you're called adult, there will be times that you can't avoid choosing an answer to go on, even though we can't surely say what's right and what's wrong. That's how life is. And because we're afraid of choosing the wrong path we're afraid of choosing, afraid of being an adult.

So it's ok to be afraid, but don't avoid it, just fight for what you believe.

It doesn't matter what people think and say, it doesn't matter how many time you fall down and got hurt. It only matters that did you ever give up believing in yourself, and in people around you.

Raindrops like your tears

Even people say that time pass and everything will never be the same, I still feel that there's something that doesn't change. Or even if they change, the feeling they bring to us is still the same.

People say and make promise of a never - changing love, but somehow LOVE is something that changes the most ^-^!

Love you today and love you more tomorrow .......no, it's faster than that.
Love you now and love you more the next second...(^-^)
But the feeling I have now and the feeling I have the next second, are both called LOVE.

We can't stand under the same sky in the stream of life.

But how can I explain this feeling? After so many years, this garden is still so quiet, the sun is still so bright, the sky still has the same old blue color, and this song is still so beautiful that it brings tears to your eyes.

The sky get brighter before a storm comes. Being happy together today makes it so hard to say good-bye

But that's how life is. I'm not going to be depressed by that, and you too right. Stay strong!

Loving you lets me know :

"This love is beautiful because it will never be fulfilled"