今，泣いてる。 友達の宿題を紛失した。
わざとやったものではない。。。
彼女、今、必ず、怒るはずだ。
友達の宿題なのに、大切にしないで、紛失した。。。私のせいだから、本当に謝りたい。
でも、何回 謝っても、宿題はもう全部消し去っちゃった。。。
彼女、私が大嫌いかもしれない。
でも、わたし、こんなことが起こってほしくない。。。
今、何をすべきか？ 明日、彼女と会うとき、どうする？？？？
自分が大嫌い。。。。。。
I can't express all my feeling now in Japanese. So hard to tell in a foreign language.
But I can't tell this to any one else either.
So I started this blog, with such a bad thing, in a bad day and in a bad time.
I didn't think that I could make such a big mistake like that. I chatted with her, an hour ago. And she was so angry.
But maybe it's better if she hates me. Yes she should do. 'Coz I'm mad at me right now. If she doesn't hate me, I feel much worse....
I don't know what to say but "I'm sorry"
Even I say sorry, all I 've done, I couldn't take them back. I can't turn back time....
Sometimes I feel like, I always hurt people that I love. And when it happens, I even get hurt as 1000 times....