I cannot do this anymore.. My class, work, festival, I have too many things to do at the same time. I'm frustrating meeting obligation, difficulties of human relationship and boring classes. Those are the best things I hate in the world. Sometimes I wanna make disappear everything what I stuck. Sometimes I think I don't need any of friends who hate me or laughing at me. But this is the life even I don't expect. If I can get over this, I must be more strong like before I developed myself being tough to get over conflict or bullying occurred between friends. Only my love understands me and he is so special in my life which I've never expected. This is incredible if I have even only person who love me, I can get over anything what I worry 'cause I feel he is always behind me that so comfortable and no more afraid.
XXX
RYRY