触発されて…i have atracted by…

40－50代の男性が 2個目の家を建てる番組を 今日見た。 自分も 愛する人と そんな家を構える 人生を 自分の力で築きたい…。 今日という一日を 無駄にすることなく頑張ります。 ☆

Today, i saw a kind of TV program that actually 40－50 aged man is planning to build second his home in that kind of TV program.
for my precious people, of course me too i would like to build such home with Christel and wanna make such a life by myself. again, i never waste today' life to make that dream for Christel☆ Chrimori☆

突然ですが・・・ sorry for this kind of sudden thing...☆

　　突然ですが、　オーケストラなんか嫌いだぁーーーーっ！　嫌いだぁーーーーっ！　嫌いだぁーーーっ！



　　（猪木風）　＞＜！　＾＾　　　一身上の私情により　出た　叫びでございます。　お許しください。。。




　　It's sudden thing but i really dislike orchestra ------! i really dislike




orchestra -----! i really dislike orchestra----! （　in sort of atmosphere



of antonio inoki ）　>



this bought from my private feeling to my Christel , so please excuse me.




^^ ☆　　　

女性は。。。 how about woman's feeling to ....

ある一軒から　とても　女性心というものが　気になり始めた。



　　女性は　人にもよると思うけど　好きな人が　いても　友達として　ほかの男性と




　　買い物行ったり　映画見たり　できるものなのか？　・・・




　　もし　きっと　自分の彼女にされたら　こういうだろうなぁ・・・



　　
　　愛を感じない。　　　



　　
　　自分だけ　楽しければ　相手を悲しませてもいいのかと・・・。




　　友達だから　という　理由は　きっと　相手に言わなければ　相手は　わからないし




　　相手を　思う　気持ち　愛情を　まったく感じない。。。





　　俺の愛する人には　そういうことも　すでに　ひっくるめた　相手を思える愛情を持っていた





　　ら　いいなぁ。　　　　






　　nowadays, im really thinking about woman's thought to a kind of perticuler



situation of our life.




　　that is that i think it depend on the charactor but i really concern about



whether what some woman can go to shopping or theater with another kind of



man despite of the woman actually has relationship with precious boyfriend



in her life.



if the woman do that kind of thing to myself, may i say that



i can not feel your love of me.



if you can enjoy your life with that kind of doing with the man,



you do not mind at all?



if the woman does not say anything like that the man actually is my



friend or so on , the fact of the life never be conveyed to the



boyfriend. and i can not feel any kind of love of my precious person



to myself.




i hope my preciouse person who is ofcourse Christel Takigawa already



know that kind of feeling and has contained the love that




can think about preciouse person in her life. i love Christel.




chrimori☆







　　

本日悲しい出来事が。。。 i had a very sad momet....

　　　　　　　　　　　　　



今日悲しくなることが　あったけど　俺には　今の現状を　がんばるしかない。



　後ろは向いてられない。



　
　だから　必死に胸にこらえて　今日も　通訳の勉強。 NHK NEWS の　英語は　聞き取りやすい☆



　生まれ育ったときから　恵まれている　’ボンボン’には　絶対負けない。



　俺には　’努力できる力’　しかない。　夢をかなえるために。




　today, actually i had a very sad moment of christel, but i have to


struggle current difficulty to achieve my dream.



i can not see my backward...



so that , with being endureing to that kind of thing,



i have to proceed today's activity of my dream.　NHK news is very easy



to undersand the English news☆　



i swear that i never fail to some kind of person who have been growing up



in wealthy condion.



i only have the ability of struggling to achieve my dream.

愛してる人が… my precious person do...

愛してる人が そばにいない悲しさ、 他の人との幸せを考える、 これ以上の 辛いことは この世で他にないね…。 頑張ろう。。。

The most sad thing is that i can not be with my precious person,

to think about the happy momemt of what actually my precious is being with other man...

i think there are never more thing that something can be better moment to me than that... i will be very serious to Christel.