Ahhhh~~~~
Im typing in English because my English is degrading at the moment...
I dont use english on a daily basis anymore....
Sooo I got my second rejection letter from a firm I applied for in january
and I was thinking to myself, man, is it that bad that I graduated without a job?
or is it because I live in NJ?
And I checked my application again and I realized I made two of the biggest mistakes in my entire life...
First was my resume, had the wrong firm name -AUTOMATIC rejection
and on the second application, my cover letter was blank... how did that happen?
I checked the PDF file on my computer that I submitted and it wasnt blank.. so it must have been a technical thing when I was uploading it on to the website..
But it all ties down to, I should have double checked. Triple checked. Quadruple checked.
It's all my fault and blaming myself wouldn't solve the problem.
AT this point, it's too late.
i probably lost my chances of getting hired almost anywhere if I want to get into a mid-sized or large firm.
but im going to try not lose hope. I'll still keep trying small, mid-sized, large, anything outside of Hawaii (because my reputation on that island is probably really bad right now) and if I dont get anything, I'll do something that's not accounting.
Anyways, I feel pretty shitty right now.. I almost cried talking about getting rejected at my most recent interview in January... i have to not let it show on my future interviews if I have any.