and I cant go on the internet on my laptop AGAIN..
so i have to type in english if i want to update it now...
So well its been a while...
What have i been doing... hmmm
I've just been down recently...
i just need to do better in SCHOOLLLL!!
my grades are suffering.. i hate getting B's and C's on Midterms...
I thought I'd do better on the next midterms after getting all B's
but i actually do WORSE. WTH
i feel so dumb... like, i dont know how to study
or im not studying ENOUGH
but i spend ALOT of my time studying...
i never remember myself spending my time on something USELESS
Well i do take some breaks and do other things like internet surfing
but not a whooole lot at ALL!!
how do other people get good grades
i feel like myself when i was in elem school
when i didnt know how to study
and everybody else seemed to be doing fine...
i hate this feeling... i really hate this
But the only thing i can do at this point is to do whatever i can
til the end of this sem to have a decent grade
and try way harder next semester..