I haven't written my blog scince last week
I've just started writing this blog
But I'm getting better now, so I'll start writing what I did.
Actually, I was at the limit of my mental and physical patience.....
I felt down so much about my job, so I was unstable...
Finally I'd had heartthrob and overbreath
I've never had this kind of pain
I could have died when I had it
So I decided to tell the manager about quitting and giving a resignation
on Tuesday.
I talked with manager... BUT he didn't take it
I knew it's not easy ... will you kill me
My contract is untill next March, but I can't ><
Everyone, don't work hard
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ここ最近、ブログからフェイドアウトしてました・・・
先月始めたばかりなのに・・・
でも、回復してきたので報告を。
実は、ココロもカラダも限界を超えてしまい。。。
精神的に追い込まれた結果、情緒不安定になり、しまいには激しい動悸と過呼吸に見舞われ、今までに味わったことの無い苦しさを体験！！
ほんとに死ぬかと思ったよぉ
このままではほんとにマズイと思い、火曜日にとうとう退職願を持って行き上司とお話しましたが、、、、
受け取ってもらえず・・・そう簡単にはいかないと思ったが・・・殺す気かぁ
来年の３月末まで契約はあるのだけど、もたないよぉ
みなさんもムリしないでくださいね