here we go again! it's always like this... i'm not even sure what to do anymore... boys are such a difficult creatures..i must say! i was just trying to nice and understanding of situations! what did i do so wrong and aweful to desearve this attitude of your! besides, he kept secrets from me... that's not cool at all! i thought since what he'd gone through and all that terriable experiences that we gonna keep nice and open! he promised me to be open and with no secrets... but well, here it was! there's always his way of giving me tons of justifications for everything! so just be quiet and stay sweet as i can be... i didnt do anything wrong anyway! what ever you had to say... it's just too sad that things always had to have a twist to it and ended up with such a sad situations in the end! why cant i be just happy and be loved?????????