strangely enough, i find that sometimes i do enjoy being the "other" in a community
i noticed that this strange idea exists in my mind during my first make-up lesson. everyone there was dressing up causal and fashionable (for some of them only). but i was in a purely office lady look...shirt with loose black pants. being the "other" in the class strangely makes me happy!
same situation happens to me in real life too. that means for instance i would like to speak english in my home place, speak cantonese in japan and speak japanese in foreign land in order to be speacial
is this whole thing what is called "self identification" usually happening during teen age? but i am already in 20's!
i noticed that this strange idea exists in my mind during my first make-up lesson. everyone there was dressing up causal and fashionable (for some of them only). but i was in a purely office lady look...shirt with loose black pants. being the "other" in the class strangely makes me happy!
same situation happens to me in real life too. that means for instance i would like to speak english in my home place, speak cantonese in japan and speak japanese in foreign land in order to be speacial
is this whole thing what is called "self identification" usually happening during teen age? but i am already in 20's!