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Hello....it's almost summer.

Only in the past few days we had very hot days, but until now it was quite cold.

This spring was colder than last year.

However I'm afraid the summer will come swiftly and it's going to be suffocatingly hot.

 

I am trying to enjoy all the seasons and try to find something in each, that I can like.

Last summer was interesting and I had a lot of fun. Traveled a lot, visited many castles, mountains and lakes.

I hope for those same things this year as well.......although it won't be the same.

 

Just before our 2nd anniversary, my boyfriend decided to take a break from us. We technically broke up but the future of our relationship is still open.

He didn't do it because he stopped loving me, but since his mom is very ill and he needs to dedicate much time to her, he can't focus on our relationship as he used to.

It hurt, but I understand. We work together and we stayed best "friends", but it's not easy.

 

Things changed at work too. 

I love my job, and it's the best one I ever had, but things start annoying me....especially the salary for all the things I need to do.

So....last month I came to a conclusion, even though I thought about this few times already, but I was either too comfortable with my situation or just scared, but I decided to go back to school this year in September. 

It's a scary thought, but I want to do it.

Now that Robert is focusing on his mom, I want to focus on improving myself.

It's in the preparation phase, and I still have just a little time to enjoy my every day, and summer until school starts.

 

Please wish me luckおねがい照れ音譜音譜音譜

Oh and I changed my hair color....what do you think? LOL

Hello, how have you been?

 

This year for me didn't start well, but I always hope for the better.照れ

 

In my last entry I mentioned my friend from Japan, and her visit. I promised to write about it, but 

I went through the photos and there are just too many. While I didn't forget anything from that time, it was still almost a year ago.

While she was here in Serbia, we also visited Hungary and Croatia with her.

She just had her birthday at the end of January, so Happy Birthday My Dear once again チュードキドキ I miss you 飛び出すハート

 

 

Also, I opened a YouTube channel. I try to create music.....it's mainly for me, and to put them out there...and maybe someone else would like them as well.

It's mainly Industrial Metal, Cyberpunk-ish New Wave, Blues, Rock sprinkled with some Pop here and there.

The music is created with AI, but the lyrics are written by me. embarrassed

If you have time or will, please check it out scissorsLovey-doveynote

 

 

 

I just noticed, I haven't came here over a year. 爆笑

Was really that long....?!キョロキョロ

 

Anyway, I got into relationship and traveled a lot. 

Also my friend from Japan visited Serbia just few weeks ago.

I want to share and write about it in next blog entry おねがい

 

Few days ago my boyfriend and I visited one really old archaeological site,

 near my hometown that I haven't had chance to visit 'till now.

 

Here are some photos ニコニコ

See you very soonチョキ

 

 

Happy Holidays Everyoneスター

 

 

 

 

P.S: ....we may actually meet in Japan in 2024ウインク

We almost came to the end of another year.

 

So far this was the worst year for me. It had some amazing highlights, but it was pretty rough.

 

However life goes on and the new year brings a promise of a fresh start.

 

Wishing everyone a wonderful holiday season.スター