...

I'm really tying not to be depressed all the time. I really am .Nothing works. 

I can't constantly complain to A about it, that would just make her sad too. What should I do? I don't know how much longer I can take going through every day like this. 

At least I can write things here...but even now I still can't say everything I want to say. I wish I could.

eh

My mood's been all over the place lately and I don't really want to talk about it here. Sort of ironic, since what I want more than anything is someone to talk to. Oh well.

chicken balls

I'm starting to feel a bit better, mostly because the amount of work I've been putting into this shitty mine hoist documentation project has finally been validated. I know it's not nice to say, but damn it, no one's doing any real work but me and like one other person! Gimme a break.

Also been watching videos of Transworld Haunt lately. That feel when you don't own a haunted house and can't go.

Uninteresting fact about me: I love The Munsters. It was my favorite show as a kid. Probably set me up for being the kind of person that loves this stuff.


Also the new poupee shop is selling chicken balls. 


They're always very timely at poopy gal.

chicken power

i had this weird dream where everyone used chicken power


like as opposed to horse power, they used chicken power

I guess I have strange dreams.




I don't know if I want to use tumblr anymore. I would rather just give up altogether. So I'll probably do that. Eh. LIfe sucks. At least I can live out my dreams of chicken power when I'm asleep.

shopping

Hi!

I bought some new shoes yesterday!

ヽ(゚◇゚)ノ

ヘ(゚∀゚*)ノ

I also bought a new hoodie. I'll post them on poupee soon.

It was nice to buy some things for myself. I hardly even spend money on things like this. Lately I've really been feeling like I want to have more cute clothes.

It's usually not practical for me to dress very nicely. I always have to wear something plain and comfortable because of the amount of walking I have to do. A lot of people probably aren't aware, but the public transport in the US is not very good outside of New York. Here in Florida we only have buses (no subway or trains), and they only come every hour/half hour. The stops are also quite far apart. Sometimes I have to watch as the bus I was walking to drives right past me! They won't stop for you if you're not at the stop, but sometimes the stop is too far away to run to - so I walk to where I need to get. Getting home from class usually takes about 2 or 3 hours. That's a lot of walking!  

I want to try and add something cute here and there...I don't want to call attention to myself though, so I won't go overboard. (〃∇〃)