すみません、日本語のフレーズブックを使ったので、詳しい日本語は分かりません。

I will try harder to use Japanese.

I only know a little kanji, but I can read hiragana and katakana. I hope you will be patient with me.
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Just got a wave 1 Frankie Stein! She'll arrive some time next week! Exciting!!!

I got her for $65, which isn't the best price, but it's certainly better than some of the other prices, plus free shipping. At least she's not as expensive as wave 1 Lagoona. I'll get Abby and Catrine DeMew next!Wハート
I can't wait till all of this is over an I can see  A again. Maybe it's stupid and weird, but I guess it's like I'm only living just to get to our next meeting. Everything in between that feels completely irrelevant.

I wonder if anyone else has ever felt this way? Like nothing matters but this one, simple goal you have, so you don't even bother thinking about or doing anything else. I guess that's where I am. Just biding my time until then.

I want to be able to stop thinking this way, but I don't even know where to start. Just wish I knew what to do.