I have 8 days left till it's Valentine's day. Should I give him a chocolate? Is it a good chance for me or I just should wait to get to know him better?


Ahhhhh, I really like him. Can't believe that I've been missing him all day today, even I just met him last night.


Does he think of me even a little bit?



valentine's day

It's been a long while since I wrote a journal on this blog last time, and why I started writing it again TODAY is just because I got someone in my mind.ラブラブ!


I really like his smile, the way he works for customers and communicates with his coworkers. He called me as a nickname which he came up with was just so sweet! But I don't know a lot about him, so I'm going to ask him his age, his first name, and if he has a girlfriend which is actually the most important to me!!恋の矢


What I've kept saying to myself is





I want him to ask me my number!


I'm too shy to ask him his phone number or something really personal.. oh I never knew how girly I am when I'm in love with someone.

I sometimes really NEED to get drunk.


Drinking takes me far away from real life, movies and books as well.


So, I'll get drunk with one of my good friend tomorrow. That'd be so cool!


I've been missing NYC where subways run 24 hours in a day.