I'm in LOVE with him

I always know that I like him so much cause I'm very happy when he talks to me, smailes at me, and just being at the same place.

Today, he called me as my first name, it was real sweet!!!! besides, he asked me some questions, and he said the city I'll be living is close to his hometown, so he'll come visit me!! I hope that happens really.....

I want him to notice my feeling that I really like him, cause I can't tell him anything about it. I'm scared to ask if he has a girlfriend, his number and things like that. But maybe I should ask him next time...

Because I love him.

I tried to give up but...

I just wanted to stop thinking of him because he is just a coworker of mine and I figured it's not going to change. I tried not looking at him, caring about him and loving him.

BUT I think I still love him, or I like him more than I did before.

I hope something changes or happens between him and me tomorrow.

No idea why I rush so much

I didn't think I've fallen for him anymore since it passed a week after I met him last time, but when I saw him again, I was like,

"I just like you so much, I think you are the one I was looking for!"

I had two questions to ask him then, and fortunately he asked me one of them, it was so cute and I would have jumped. What he talks to me just fills up my heart with happiness and makes me smile. Now I know his last name, age and how tall he is.

But the more he talks to me, the more I want him to ask my number. You know, people are always demanding. If you get something, you want next one. Once you get it, you are not satisfied with itself..

I can't wait the time when I can meet him somewhere but at work. I really want him to ask me out, I'm too shy to tell him that. Besides, that's not the girl's thing, right?

I don't want to rush this and maybe I should wait like "let's see how it goes", but I do like him so much and really hope he thinks the same way.

I hope he is going to be my future boyfriend.