Finch

Letters to you -Finch

I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so.

This song reminds me a lot of my old life in which I had been in love with a guy for years. I was younger, feel like just immature to me of right now.

But I was so serious about loving him, and now I'm not.

I think any love doesn't last forever. I don't even feel like loving someone seriously.

But actually, I want to. I guess I really need someone who cares about me and whom I could care about. If I ever fall for anyone, I would be honest to him, like expressing what I think and how much I love.

Just wanna give up

I've been waiting for an e-mail from the guy I like, but he hasn't done it yet and it's only 2 hours and 8 minutes left on my birthday.

I hadn't love anyone even some guys asked me out many times or told me that they liked me for years. And I fell for him after all.

But I just want to give up now. Because it's so hard to wait for his actions. I can't think of anything else but him. I'm not a kind of girl who always want new guy, but when I fall in love with someone special, I lose my control of thinking, I hate that.

Hoping and believing

It's my birthday today.

He knows that and I'm waiting for a message from him.

It was a very big happy surprise that he gave me his number the other day. I was just so happy. But then, he hasn't called me or e-mailed me so much..

I don't know what's on his mind and how he thinks about me.

All I know is I like him.

That is clear, so I have to believe him. I'm scared to ask him out and stuff, but I really think he is the one. I wish he is going to be my boyfriend.