I can't sleep.
I miss her.

Everynight before I sleep i would remember how i always hugged you to sleep.

Even now when i crawl to my single bed. I will only sleep at one side of the bed and leave the otherside empty.

Old habits i guess..

I remember how i usually take the left side of the bed and i simply just put my left arm behind her neck. She would lie ontop of my hand and we would cuddle until she falls asleep first.

Then i would gentle kiss her forehead and bury my face in her scented hair. And fall asleep in her smell..

Now its hard. Shes gone for awhile now. My room and my bed has lost her scent. I miss it deeply.

Till now. Ive kept my room as much as the way it is when im with her. Her stuffs are everywhere in my room.

Its nt bad that these things give an illusion of she staying here again someday.

Just hope for now.. :)



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This feeling might be just jealousy la. Shes living it good with him...



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I guess feelings still remain after so long.

Today is diwali eve. And shes in jb with her boyfriend. After seeing their picture. I just dont really feel okay.
Feelings like this won't really go away, does it? :)



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