my friend told me

My friend likes someone but gaves up coz he doubted that he can treat her better. He felt that the girl deserves someone better.

Well in my opinion. After thinking bout it I felt hey. The girl is happy being around him and also him the same. So why not continuing?

People always doubted themselves.

But there's no point when u don't realized that when they are together they are happy with each other..

Therefore. From that equation.
If I were to find a better girl for me. What's the point? I won't be happy when the girl is not, her.

She might or might not feel the same way as I do. But at least I am clear. I've nvr felt happier in my other relationships as much as this do.

And losing her. I lost my happiness.



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just

just.. this blog is where i blog me feelings.
just need someone to be there for me like the last time ok?

sucky sunday

Yesterday night my mouse broke. So today I went to lowyat to get it fixed for warranty.

This morning I woke up by receiving a whatsapp text from her. She told me he is fetching her today. So the plan of us watching disney's brave was canceled.

On my way to lowyat I receive a call from her. She was not aware that she made that call. But I heard her conversation with him. Her mom. And grandma.

They are talking bout love.

I was stunned for a moment there.

She told me she will have this relationship under the radar. But on the other hand her family knew bout it and casually talking bout it.

I am feeling that he also told his family bout it.

Why? Why she have to hide it when she's with me but ok when it comes to him?

Sigh.

Its hard.

Its hard to get a chance to love you. Took me a few years to get to do so.

Its hard for u to love me whole heartedly.

Its hard for me to let you go when I love you so deeply



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