早く寝たいのに、時間に余裕ができると

テレビ観たくなったり、

スマホでサブスク整理したくなったり、

スマホでショッピングしたくなったり、

スマホでスーパー頼んでおこうかなとか

やりたいことが波のように押し寄せて

結局固定で1時くらい。

早く眠れるときは、もう限界!ってときだけ。

まだ成長できるかな?



I really do want to go to bed earlier, but whenever I have a little extra time at night, all these things I suddenly want to do just come flooding in.

I’m like, “Oh, maybe I’ll watch a little TV,” and then, “Actually, I should probably go through my subscriptions,” or “Maybe I’ll do some online shopping,” or “Oh, I should order groceries while I’m at it.”

It’s just one thing after another, and somehow I always end up going to bed at around one in the morning.

The only time I actually manage to go to bed early is when I’m completely exhausted and I’m like, “That’s it. I can’t stay awake anymore.”