i'm C.
love American dramas, I gonna go to USA from this spring for 1year coz them.
my dream is to be a teacher in English conversation class for children.I hope study a lot in this opportunity.
right,I have a boyfriend he Is Japanese.
but I really wanna marry some guys from foreign country coz I wanna children have grate looks and can speak a lot of langs.
secondary I don't wanna such a skinny guys like my boyfriend. but he is so kind. that's one of my stress.
LOVE HIM but DON'T want to MARRY.
maybe I'm really greedy. I hate myself a lot.
I'm really stressed out my future.maybe u too.
always try not to think about my stresses so I not recognize them but sometimes my body screamed out as pain for each parts.
wanna get some guys I can believe my destiny. how canai get? I don't know.
I really bad girls, how bitch I am!
I hate u c.
I wanna be love myself.
what should I do?
I searching my best answers.
wish my luck and ur luck.
going to bed for my grate dreams tonight. excited!
love all of u guys.
xoxo
C