2.WHAT happen?

gonna meet him today.
but I am not so happy.feel bad.
what happen to me?
I am really nerves but why?
he is my boyfriend I am his girlfriend.
wanna be just a friend? am I ?!
I don't know i don't know anymore.
just I am nerves? i hope so.
don't wanna heart him and heart by him 'N me too.
what a selfish girl I am! i know!
I just really want to meet him?
do u think so? just I get tensed up?
just excited? I hope so really much.

wish my luck guys.


xoxoC



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1.me

i'm C.
love American dramas, I gonna go to USA from this spring for 1year coz them.
my dream is to be a teacher in English conversation class for children.I hope study a lot in this opportunity.

right,I have a boyfriend he Is Japanese.
but I really wanna marry some guys from foreign country coz I wanna children have grate looks and can speak a lot of langs.
secondary I don't wanna such a skinny guys like my boyfriend. but he is so kind. that's one of my stress.
LOVE HIM but DON'T want to MARRY.
maybe I'm really greedy. I hate myself a lot.
I'm really stressed out my future.maybe u too.
always try not to think about my stresses so I not recognize them but sometimes my body screamed out as pain for each parts.

wanna get some guys I can believe my destiny. how canai get? I don't know.

I really bad girls, how bitch I am!
I hate u c.
I wanna be love myself.
what should I do?
I searching my best answers.

wish my luck and ur luck.
going to bed for my grate dreams tonight. excited!

love all of u guys.

xoxo
C