argh. | Turtlebug.

Turtlebug.

生活のジェットコースター。

I get lonely very easily.
Frankly, it’s been like this ever since the year I 
got real friends...which was in 2007, so I haven’t 
really had real friends for that long.
I don’t know how I put up with the loneliness before.
but I guess it’s because I didn’T have anything to 
compare the loneliness with so it was all I knew.
so ever since, that’s pretty much the kind of person 
I’ve become.
It makes me feel that I should become more dependant 
and do my own homework. Frankly, I’m lousy at doing 
my homework.
And also, I’m really bad at not letting my mind wander 
off to other subjects.
Things like these just keep getting stuck in my head.
And before I know it I feel like I’ve failed in something, 
thus both my self-confidence and happy mood fades away.

I am working on it though. and I’ll keep trying.
but I still wish I could meet my friends more.

and now I’m just plain tired and somewhat angsty, so I 
Think I’m just going to start here before I start to write 
too much...

Good Night, pplz!!

Turtle.