Today is the scheduled date of my delivery...but my little love hasn't seemed to be born...

Many people expected me to have given birth...and my foolish hubby directed me to exercise myself, it was too stressful. He doesn't know I strolled the streets everyday, he always pressures me to do something, which is too much. I hate that, don't feel like talking with him anymore.

OMG....I got bleeding in this morning, it was really scary. I'm not ready for the delivery....A nurse checked how large my cervical os is, pushing her hand....too painful, so I coudn't help shouting...

I cannot imagine how pain I'll be in when I give birth......don't wanna imagine also..