tonight I suddenly cry hard without reason (or the reason that I didn't know) but I'm still cool, trust me
I realize that I shouldn't let some people come too close to me. don't get it wrong I'm not strong at all .. I'm scared .. scared that if someone suddenly disappear from my life and I will fell down again.
by the way, it's funny how people randomly crying and start realize something. it's just like you're sleeping then fall down from the bed and wake up. just like that. hurt, confuse, and many feelings come in a same time like a wave in the sea.
'goodbye' it's kind of painful words to me. it's just like you'll never comeback or go away for too long. so please, don't say that word to me often ..
have a nice day tomorrow :)
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