I was going to hospital today but I couldn't because of my other health problem.
Anyway, I called up the hospital and I changed the appointment.
The hospital is very far from my place.
Not only that, I have to pass my high school where I have a lot of bad memories on the way to hospital.
I hated that school.
It's a long time ago though.
But I won't forget what I was said by teachers at that school.
So I don't like the place of hospital, but only that hospital does use “Meniett” in Tokyo.
(Meniett is a device which solve Meniere disease)

By the way, Tokyo Tribunal is on TV.
I remember that I went to the movie of this ? called “Tokyo Tribunal” with my husband and his friend Tad who were working for some newspaper writer.
I remember that I was asked him “What do you think?”
Since I was just graduated from the school, I didn't know about the war very well.
I think I said something like this …
“Hirohito was not a key person … and we lost … so, everything of this judgments seem OK to me.”
And “Tojo and the leaders had to be punished anyway ? they have responsibility.”
Actually still now, I think almost the same.
We lost anyway.
Our government made a mistake at this time.
They did the war!
And Japan in that time was not good for Japanese either.
Japan killed many people not only soldiers but also common people.
Then Japan lost the war.
And Hiroshima, Nagasaki, and in many cities, common people were killed because of the war.
Tokyo Tribunal might not have been a best way, but then, we could say that we finished the war.
History is very sensitive matter.
I was born in Tokyo ? sorry -- but I didn't know that here is in Japan when I was born.
How can I take responsibility for the war?
Learn a lot about wars?
Feel sorry forever?

I might have a lot of punches from Chinese or Korean or other county's people, but Japan was very bad ? I agree, -- but it's over more than a half century ago and we are not fighting.
It's Japan's bad history ? but by the history ? we have to know that we cannot have peace by attacking or war.
Let's remember, and learn from that, but please do not bring up again for hating.
Is this wrong?

By the way, regarding to Yasukuni, I have an opinion.
I think, at that time, Japanese government was very bad ? tended to right wing ? and the government had responsibility for Japanese, of course.
So, I don't say Koizumi is wrong, but not good way at all for Japan.
My mother's two brothers are in there.
Why?
Because of that draft.
For what?
For the World War II.
Did they want to?
It was not matter; it's draft by Japan, by the country.
They didn't have choice, decided by Japan.
Japanese couldn't have true information, because of the Japanese Army Government.
--JAPANESE GOVERNMENT--
So, Tojo and his friends ? Japanese government (army) people made the bad Japan. (Who can take that other than them!)
Why are they in there with my mother's brothers?
I don't know ? JAPANESE GOVERNMEN decided it.
I just checked the prime minister at that time ? Fukuda ? his father Fukuda was in the position.
Why?
I don't know.
Anyway amazing thing is
“Common Japanese didn't know until the next year!!!!”
Do you know why Koizumi goes there?
“For no more war” that he said …
Don't go for ex-Japan, please!!!
Yasukuni is a bit strange shrine, I think.

I sometime feel that I have to keep watching on Japanese wings.
Not too right ? not too left.

My shoulders hurt.
I'll go now.
By the way, thank you very much for reading this to the end.
And do not get mad, I'm only the piano man (too old? It’s Elton John?).