I used to watch some YouTube channels.
The contents are about saving money, low income and temporary worker.
They sometimes complain about their job or our society.
However I don’t think they aren’t happy.
Rather, they look happy to find very small happiness.
I’m a part-time worker.
I don’t get enough money as well.
Of course I have to save money.
So I understand their feelings.
When I watched their channel, I could totally relate them.
But I realized that I won’t look to the future with hope if I accept the current situation and our society.
I mean I’m not satisfied with my small world and I wanna try to improve a little more.
Then I choose to watch another woman’s channel.
She is independent and to works as an engineer.
Moreover she overcame illness.
I feel happy that my generation and the older generation are active.
I don’t care about small things and I wanna live with hope.