I’m not feeling well lately.
And I’m not motivated.
Last week I wasn’t getting enough sleep.
I hadn’t been able to sleep for 3 days.
So I try to sleep on my day off even daytime.
Otherwise I must be getting tired.
I don’t have big problems though.
To control my mind is very important.
This is something I’ve been considering recently.
I sometimes escaped from situations, people to protect myself.
Because I felt that if I couldn’t control my mind, it would be over.
And I tried to treasure a little happiness.
Although some people might not be able to do so.
I don’t like writing depressing things 
I put my feelings behind and move on 