I took my English lesson today.
I usually prepare for the lesson in advance.
I write some sentences what I wanna say on paper in English.
Because I don’t want to waste of the lesson.
In spite of that, I talked to my teacher in Japanese from the middle of it 
When I explain some troubles of my workplace, I’m always excited and speak Japanese 
I’d like to tell my feeling to my teacher exactly.
Unfortunately English doesn’t come out at all.
By now, this is not an English lesson. It’s a counseling 
But I want someone to hear my story .
Although I have to try speaking only English during the lesson.
If I do not, my English will never improve 