一朝一夕

やっと体調がよくなってきた俺です。はい。身体弱い。



海外生活半年がそろそろ終わりを告げようとしています。

半年長っ！！！なんて思ってましたが、

あっちゅう間だったなぁ。。。

来る前は、超不安で吐きそうだったけど。笑

着いたらそれなりに生きてこれた。

学校にも真面目に？通ったし。。。


今、目の前に見える　『　卒業　』


半年も居たら嫌でも喋れるでしょ？的な、

甘い考えは脆くも崩れ去りました。


そう、努力なしには何も習得できない。


はじめの三ヶ月は正直、何言ってんの？？？レベルで、

何をしていいかわからない状態だった。

友達いわく、いつも白目むいてたらしい。笑

今は、１００％じゃないけどかわる。

これも成長だ！！！と言い聞かせたい。笑


ホームステイの変更。

これはすごい正解だった。

俺以外にも他の国の生徒がホームステイしてるので、

いつも英語の環境。

俺以外は普通に喋れるので、ちょっと大変だったけど。。。


いよいよ次はワーホリ！

どれくらい生活できるかは不明だけど、

できれば一年間生活してみたい。

何をするかは恐ろしく未定。


自由って良いことだけど、時に不安にさせる。

いつかはしてみたいと思っていた、留学とか海外生活。


得たものは、

日本じゃ絶対味わえない経験。

ちょっとの英語。笑

ホームステイファミリーや友達。


そして、

５キロの脂肪！！！！！


まず何より先に、ダイエットが必要なこの身体。。。

１０代だったら簡単に落とせただろうに。。。泣



first and foremost, let me say,,,

i was really satisfied with my study abroad life even it was just 6 months.

i got plenty unforgettable memorys that is not all fun,

however it makes me strong!

i'm sure, if i didn't decide to come here, i never get such a wonderful experience!

i know, it's not easy & hard,

i mean of course study english, different environment and so on,,,

especially, i can't meet my family, friend, and loved one,,,

i felt lonely,,, miss them,,,

but most want thing is japanese foods!!! hahaha...

actually, i like fijian, indian foods! but i'm tired of eating it finally,,,

because it doesn't have variation,,,

now i thought, japan is quite nice country,,,

i can eat many kind of foods whatever i want.

anyway, i'm gonna go to aus next sunday!

i hope, i'm gonna spend amazing life in there!

depend on my effort??? or money???

at first i have to find work,,, i don't have enough money to spend a whole year!

i expect it's not easy! i wanna say for myself


“ take it easy ”

御薬事情

調子に乗ってないのに、風邪を引いた。。。はい俺です。



年明けからなんだか調子が悪くて、我慢をしていましたが、

長引く風邪？に耐え切れずまたまた病院へ‥

って言ってもここ病院！？的な場所です。

小さい村の診療所的な感じです。んで綺麗じゃない（汚いw）

個室のような場所で待たされたので、写真を撮ろうかと試みたがなんとカメラ忘れた。。。

ってかよく見たら監視カメラあるし。。。w

症状を伝えたが、軽く無視された。


俺　“　なんか目やにが酷いんですが‥　”

先生　“　。。。。。。。。。　”

俺　“　これって風邪の影響ですかねぇ？”

先生　“　。。。とりあえず身体の痛みと、喉の痛みの薬出すとくね　”


俺の英語が伝わらなかったのか、面倒だったのか‥

まぁいずれにせよ薬ゲット！！！※ラムネ菓子じゃないよ。でも甘いにおい。



ここでいままで撮ってきた写真をアップしてみます。いきなり何？！

今はマンゴーシーズンらしいですが今年は不作らしい。ちなみに自分でカット！



とてもデリシャスなフィッシュ＆チップス！ちなみに日本円で約２５０円！



スーパーで見つけた怪しい日本麺　made in china!　約５０円



トロピカルなお魚。ちなみに彼？彼女？歯があります。



ハリケーンで倒れた木。見事だったので一応。。。



クリスマスに作ったお好み焼きらしき食べ物。



ここ独特の食べ物　『ロボ』　肉、芋、葉など蒸焼。。。



基本手伝わない uselessな俺。



『ロボ』　の為に生きてくれた豚。



と、その裏（グロイ‥）

粉末地獄

hey! watch out for powder & water!!!


anyway, let me say, happy new year 2010!!!!!

by way of illutration,

let me tell you what happened to me the last day of the year,,,

actually, i was looking forward to the party for it,

because it was first time to spend in foreign country,

i expect about the party is merrymaking!!!!

definitely! it was quite funky party!

i had too much dish, usual BBQ, too much alcohol and fireworks,

something like that,,,


i drank too much !

here has a unique custom to drink alcohol,

especially party? i'm not sure,,,

e.g. we can drink own beer each other in japan.

however,,,,,

we have to? pass beer around and drink from it in turn when i have it in here.

even a cigarette... unbelievable...

incidentally, i'm nonsmoker,,,

share is common!

moreover i have to drink off the beer at a gulp by force???

then, we count down the final seconds of the old year,


and then, tragedy fell upon me,,,

i know that what happen the new year,

that's why, at first i put my cellular phone in house,

someone poured powder for me!!!! i was white all over!!!

i noticed that everyone also white all over!!!

then, second round started, next stuff was water!!!

they didn't care about everything even someone has digital camera, phone,,,

after such a stupid event,

my clothes were dripping wet & white!!!!!

of course, drink party continued all night.

eventually, i went to bed around 4 a.m.


i slept all new year's day,,,

i felt very bad & dizzy,,, because i was hungover...

my bright new year opened just hungover...

silly me as ever!!!!!


anyway, i was enjoying at all.

my 2010's goal is

"don't vomit except sick"

joking apart,

"custom makes all things easy"


i'm gonna add something...

as you know, i drank too much alcohol recently,

from around christmas to today... yeah, too much!

l had a nosebleed on jan. second morning,

obviously, something happen in my body,

unfortunately, i had to join "new year party" at hotel

what a bad timing!!!!!

drink, play, eat, chat,,,over and over whole day! of course one night stay,,,

we drank beer in pool and midnight, at the time, pool was already closed,

i know they(we?) don't care about it even it is prohibition...

actually, i felt enough everything,

why, yes. i was already drunk on everything,,,

however, i couldn't say "no"

yes, i am japanese who can't say no anytime from common???


next day, i couldn't to do everything! no, i don't wanna to do everything!

i completely exhausted,,,

only me gave up to keep the party!!!


i was taking a rest in my room...

i must say myself "take it easy"

i must care about my good health!


i was careless about my health! sorry me!


anyway take care about your health!!!