MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE =D
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Today went out with friends~ then kena pangsei? LOL though i dont really care la kena pangsei until sian already ahhahahah!!!!!!!!!
so went to meet bear ~ at dhoby with akira around 9 plus, then went to find zibi with his gf after that =D
then they went back home cos too crowded then alot of people so dumb lar feel like saying them really dumb sia since there are so much people around ><
then carry on walking back to takashimaya wah people dunno wtf standing there and dont want to move plus people keep pushing. wah seriously cant stand it then finally people start pushing me then ppl step on my foot and i got pissed off and started scolding badwords LOL! then turn behind and ask the person to stop pushing, he was using force fuck feel like smacking him asshole, i got so pissed off this year again. LOL should have just go somewhere to kill time man.
then went to lucky plaza to meet my jiejie she was with her friends haha playing with the sprays LOL >< next year i will be sure to buy powder or flour man +D aim at bangala =D
then after staying there for awhile, we thought of buying also then we went to buy lol then i go aim bangala =D LOL! i only enjoy that, thats all AHHAHAHA!!
well then went back home around 12.40 i guess
and here i am blogging now HAHA!
well i didnt update much last few days because i got nothing to update was at home thinking of stuff, watching anime and reading manga HAHA~!
and i asked myself do i really want to cosplay? why did i start will i allow it to affect my studies anymore, becasue of cosplay which i lost intress in studying haha which makes me flunk my O lvls, i dont know how will my result be but i think i failed badly. didnt study at all even i did it was all last min ><
but after i get my cert i dont want to get into poly i guess, i want to get into beauty course like make up or hair dresser etc lol. hope can get it.. so next year i really need to control my cosplay plans or maybe i should stop awhile or stop already and work on modeling my portfolio which i will ask my friends to help me with the shoots, might as well spend money on fashion again haha,, but well i need to see how it goes first step by step now i wont anyhow rush things again hahahah!
but cosplay is funn~~ hahahah and i started cosplaying because of KHR probably i will try to cosplay KHR characters which i really wanted to cosplay first. after that then i see whether should i carry on anot.
and i felt i have changed not my apperance but the way i thought of people, well i wouldn't want to say much about it haha just dont irritate me for fun, now im abit like last time me, i dont bother about how you feel and stop annoying me no matter how i change to, i am still myself and i dont care what u want to say, want to piss me off very easy just say things to irritate me and if got any problems with me, i love it if you shared with me i wanted to hear your story =D LOL. becasue i have heared a few stuff about people saying about me, yeah i dont care i only can say you got no rights to say me hahahah unless you are a better person then me, you aren't good too plus stop being a two-faced infront of peoples haha sick of that, that annoyed me alot haha thats the worst~ weeeh!
Well i am not saying anyone i am just sounding out my feelings and from the past whom i have learned from them, what two-faced people does lol and people who annoyed them for attentions lol. i feel disgust, just go away from me and say all your stories which i dont bother and stupid people would trust if they doesn't really know me hahahah~!
Well, i do believe i need to change not to be more kinder of cause people only take them for granted, but i will be fair, i dont do things i dont like or anyone dislike i will still be myself, but dont be shocked if you felt that i did change or something HAHA thats why i post this here =D
no matter who i've become, i am still myself, dislike,hate me, then please dont bother talking to me i do not wish to talk or make friends with such people and i will be happy too =D, and i dont even give a damn about you, you are nothing to me =D so stop thinking that you are something that u can seek attention from =D
=D and EOY is soon!! but i dont the mood there =O later so boring..
+++ unrequired love LOL! seriously,, what happen to me >< lol well,,, maybe i should just control myself i dont want to end anymore friendships, i am just happy. =D
RAWR I LOVE FAIRY TAIL!! awesome manga/anime >< might plan to cos LOKI hohohohohohohoh. or someone, die now another plan >< AHHA whateverman being sadistic to myself =D LOL and yes i am dumb too i am not a clever human HAHAH! =D just that i have some wisdom to make me think =D
Going to stop here going to watch Rave~
ciaosssssss~ =D