you know some times i wonder why humans do such foolish things just to seek attentions hahahhaa, and yes i am one of them..
i was damn foolish, self pitying myself. who cares about what happen to me i was super stupid, as usual dumb as usual, wondering why did i do that. end up i gotten trauma >< lol damn scary really. i realy regretted it it was pointless and not worth it seriously, until now i dare not to sleep at night. or i have the feeling that i cant sleep, >< after that night i did something stupid. the next day i slept for 24 hours. lucky after that i didn't need to go to a hospital and just that its on and off when i ate things and vomited immediately the feeling was... very horrible.. seriously HAHA..
Then i also told my father what i did and lucky nothing happen to me really, luckyy >< he also said this kind of things like that one what you expect, then i also told him that i think that all girls are the same, i said that later i dont find a gf but got a bf LOL!. i said that HAHA i cant believe. but thats what i was thinking really, i wanted them to forgive and to understand what happen they didnt bother also plus i didnt ask for a patch back but still i hope if i started something i want them to know whats make me think so, i dont think i need to listen to yours also, you have your reasons and i have mine, i tried to explain and u gave me that yeah stfu so i didnt say much,
i was really foolish HAHAHAAH i cant believe i did something stupid cos for my reasons and ended up i was being said again. so sorry no use so let me say, Thank you for everything and hope we can be back to normal again thanks alot =) hahahhaha... probably thats the best
and i dont know since when did i become so gentle, usually i dont even give a damn about it. well its over and probably i wont stead with anyone unless i love that person, if not i just be single i dont want to cause any more problems for anyone too. i hope to improve on r/s too but i need to change myself first probably back to my normalself =D
ownself cook my Dinner~ pasta HAHAH! nom nom nom =D
Akira props after editing, still not done
Akira props before editing.
okay ar will be stopping now =D ciaos~