Here to update.. i felt stupid enough to do stupid things, i'm always like that probably i just like to jump into the point and said all the rubish things then after that i do something to hurt myself.
i am very sorry, maybe i still need to learn alot more.
i feel very useless but i still want you to know that i didn't mean it. and i liked you.
Words does not mean anything i need to show in action, but still i am sorry!
i feel so dumb, the feeling just wont go, maybe i should really asked what happen before i said that.
hais.
okay will be stopping here.
ciaos