Hi again
I wish if she read this but she doesn't even know about my blog
Well...after my bad inner turmoil last night and all those bad events...it was really the worst day in my life ever
But I feel better now
I think I'm going to write about it all but now I want to write about something more important that also happened yesterday.
I once had the best friendship in my life ever
..she was really something that can't be replaced and we had a lot together...the bad stuff the good stuff
It was all something so warm to remember..
It's almost 7 years and we just ended all of this yesterday..
How long...
i feel a big void inside me and I feel really sad but I think that's better...I see that our friendship reached its limits..and sometimes the broken stuff can't be repaired right?
I really loved her deep inside my heart..and i don't want for this to end like that but it's not up to me..she's so pure really she deserves the better
I wanted to write this here so it remains in my memory and in my blog forever
I think she'll forget about all what we had together later..but I'm sure that I'll miss her everytime I remember her..i want to cry a lot omg...
She will always remain deep inside my heart and my memory
I hope she will do right in her life
I hope she finds it somehow
There's a lot of stuff that I want to write about.
This writing was for my dearest "H"~~