I have accepted the fact that it will not happen.
I have accepted that there is just no point to not let go for i have see no hope within it.My words are no longer being taken seriously,so no matter how much meaning i put in my words...it is still meaningless.I have decided to put it down and forget everything.From now on,there will be no such person exist anymore in me.All that is left are only memories that happen in the past between me and the person,only the happy moment will stay.The rest,i will never think about it anymore.
I also don't believe in that i will find the one anymore.I accepted the harsh fact that i will not be accepted anymore than just a friend.I do realize my own bad point and qualities.I know i am an extremely boring person when met in person.I know i cannot protect a person when its needed.In very simple term,i do not have anything is good in me that the other party will ever want in.
So,i have accepted my fate.People,do not try to tell me things like don't think that way,one day i will definitely have one.I do not accept these kind of words any more,cause they are nothing more but words.Don't tell me because i never take action,that why it failed.I will just say if i cannot take action about changing myself...how am i going to take action to change people?
What will come,will just come...even though they won't drop from sky.