This is a certain part of my private jorunal.I dunt want it to be shown to public,but i think you'r all my friends,it doesn't matter.
Today,I found someone pubblished something on Sina.That was a question,"which period of your life do you want to go back if time allowed?" i think u all have seen this on Sina.But you don't know why i answered like that.
I answered the question with no hesitation,2000.7.24. Everyone desires to go back the period which left us the best and happist memory,or which we want to stay forever....Unfortunately,it's impossible to stay forever and also go back.As for me,2000.7.24 was an evil-foreboding and this dismal feeling last for a long long time that u can't imagine.That was darkest period in my life,that was a big dark spot of my life.I want to detain everything if time allowe me to go back,struggling for everything that belongs to me.
Everyone wants a pleasure moment ,instead of sad one.that's why we try to cherish this moment and also want to go back.How greedy we are....
In my real life,I have a lot of cornful feeling ,even more than a half.However,I manage to kick it all out and make myself stronger and stronger.that's what I'm fighting for ,the real meaning of my life. I can't help that what happened with us,the world's disater,and life-tragedy...but this moment is under my control,about my family,my friends,my emotion and a lot of thins...honestly,i'd be lying if i said that:why so serious?because something will never go back once u lost it...especially the things which are the most valuable for us.U'd be know what i mean.