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I'm captain CRANK.

Today is March.12nd ,2011. Night of Saturday.

Here is a place of seperating and being together. Departure and destination. Either one of yours, sad or happy, cry or smile,kiss or hug.... no matter where u are going to,no matter u are alone or not,no matter who standing by ur side,no matter whom u are going to meet......here is a place filled with suprised and harvest.

Im captain CRANK. long time no see guys.

hope u enjoy your flight.

thank you.

gals' gathering all the time+chirstmas feeling

My two gals came my home tonight, one of my gal said he would make us some food ,otherwise he brought us some food from restaurant at length. I appreciate him though. I know he knows that.I have been staying at home alone for a week,such a experience,lonely?helpless?afraid?maybe not,just feeling that is one kind of freedom.

The most important thing to me is that they were willing to keep me company for a few hours at a friday night. I love that.

Are u able to feel the chirstmas around you?all of my friends know that I love chirstmas so much.I know that Santa Claus will come to my room and then leave a gift in my big sock.I know that even though it happened in my dream but I really know that."Santa Claus is coming to town".yes,i know that.

I used to think i would spend my white chirstmas with snowy world but the truth is telling me that I have a chance to go back home and spend it with my lovely mom.I hope you can forgive what I did,I hope you can understand why I choose the way which I will go on. I say it because i love you so much and I dont want to be regreted and I dont want to run away again,Im learing to face it,and Im trying to step forward myself rathen than with others.Like a real "over 18 years old". Mom I know the god treats us unfairly and I know what I want still,even though how much hurt we get.And I just want to keep going and never stop again.I know u know,but the only way Im able to tell is being with these words.

Love always your baby